Hello everyone. And thank you so much. I have just been able to get over here and all of your messages mean so much to me, definitely tears to the eyes as I read them. Moe and Anita are right, reading them holds me up. Thank you, ladies, for posting for me when I couldn't.
Yes on the pain level, it hurts tons and the hearts almost fail at times, but God holds us up with sweetness as you all have demonstrated both here and on Facebook and in my email folder.
Coming home to regular life has been difficult, and since we are also being torn away from our 3 young grandchildren at the same time, it is a harder "row to hoe" as they say and all your support and all of your prayers help with that as well.
I don't know how to continue in some ways, but my motto lately has been, "don't ask "why", but ask instead, "how then do we go on?"" We will go on, although with heavy hearts always.
Love to all, Jackie