OK, another helpful hint from personal experience - valid only for myself, but perhaps food for thought.
Doing any sort of Magick while not centered is not usually a good idea. Panicked money spells are as likely to misfire as to work. Don't worry about books, don't worry about Magick, just worry about getting yourself centered. I can tell you that you are all you need, and that all the answers lie within you, but you have to believe it. Feel the Force, Luke (*G*).
Perhaps try making lists. Prioritize what you need, and what assets you have on paper. List what you want, then think about alternative ways of getting there. Words are powerful. Written words organize thoughts, and use a different part of your brain than either the spoken word or internalized thoughts.
If there's a possibility you will have to sell something, start checking what similar items are getting on Ebay. Have facts in hand to help you make decisions. I recently sold stuff I spent $1200 for two years ago for $300 - but did so knowing that that was fair market value, since the price of new gear had dropped for those items...decreasing the resale value of the used gear. So it sucked, but I knew I got the best price possible. And it was worth it to get my car, which has opened the doors for my new job. Sometimes the only choice is between which is least bad, instead of between good and bad. So make sure you know which is the least bad decision, and how it advances your ultimate goals.
If you can, take a day off and treat yourself to something you like that isn't horribly expensive - go for a long walk in the woods, see a movie, or whatever. Just get out of your rut for a while. Have some fun. You'll feel better, and be able to face things refreshed.
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