JohnsonFu said:

Achievement unlock. 

LOL!  I love this!!  It's like we're winning at the game of life!  

I am really happy for u. 
currently I am not in a good state. Can’t sleep having anxiety as my mind can’t go to sleep. Lying on sofa not sure what to do or feel l. 
I hate this kind of nights

Oh no!  I’m so sorry to hear that Johnson!  I am praying for you and peace of mind.

The light of God surrounds me;
The love of God enfolds me;
The power of God protects me;
The presence of God watches over me.
Wherever I am, God is.  And all is well.

Hi Alex. Hang in there sweet girl and breathe.  You're doing great and you should be super proud of yourself this is not easy but you're doing it and I'm sure you'll be a great mommy even without the grandparents help just take things one thing at a time and you'll make it through. Big (((Hugs))) to you!

I can’t believe I missed this!  Thanks Blue!  I’m all alone with the girls this weekend.  We did trick or treating tonight.  They’re both asleep now.  I’m doing it!  Really tired, but I didn’t die 

Way to go Alex and just think your girls will never remember you as a smoker, how cool is that.