Thanks for thinking of me, Lorifecent

Feeling very nervous today.  Need to be at the hospital at 5:45.  Worried more about the nicotine withdrawal than the surgery.  Am scheduled for same discharge, my doc says that if I can get up from the bed, I can go home.  Fortunate to have a husband to help me, a friend of mine went through the whole thing on her own.

Gaylesybil,

You are in my thoughts for tomorrow and sending good vibes for a successful surgery and quick recovery.  Please let us know how everything goes.

Hey Gayle, 

Thinking of you and sending so many good thoughts and wishes to you. I'm so glad you have your husband there to help you. I'm also sorry that your friend had to go through it alone. I'm sorry too that I'm late replying. I've not been feeling too good recently. Nonetheless, as Lore said, you have a lot of good energy being sent your way today and we're all looking forward to hearing from you again soon, so please let us know how you're doing.  

Have a great day.  

Wishing you a healthy surgery Gayle. Blessings!

Of course Gayle. I hope all went well and you are now on the mend. It’s a long road of rehab but once your done you will be dancing all around! Im so glad to hear you have help at home from your husband and that beautiful doggy in your photo! 
Take care! 

Hey Young Lady-

Tell me something good. You are in a good place tonight?

Got to look at everything through a positive lens. Things can be clear and focused if you believe that God can enable you to see well. Break free of all that limiting stuff that is preventing you from getting what you want.  Without rambling too much, I want to say that even though you can't seem to break free today that you continue to keep trying again and again until it gets so old that it will be easier to just QUIT. Day by day make the commitment that you WILL overcome this fu**ing thing or else. Pray for strength and perseverance. You will be answered. 

This forum has made all the difference for me. Not only do I benefit from peoples' posts but for me to express my thoughts and feelings keeps me on the straight and narrow. It is a theraputic means to my health.

It's like there is a demon inside us (Carr calls this the little monster) that hungers for more and more as we continue to feed it. It stays strong and resilient. Kill it by eliminating the nicotine and it will eventually die due to starvation. 

I know it is hard. Nothing of value to us is easy. Hang in there young lady.

Enough said, Jerthie

Good day,

Andrew

Hey Cin-

Andrew here. Just posting to see how your new role is going on Delphi. I see you out there frequently encouraging and supporting others. You have a caring approach to everyone that you touch. 

I am still smoke free for 13 weeks now. Feeling good and content with my commitment. It's a little difficult late at night when Deidre is sleeping. As you may remember I am generally up late, a little lonely and bored. Potential relapse time. Fortunately, no near misses yet.

Sitting here in my office listening to my music. You know how much I love music.

I just got an IPad to read Amazon books. Needed something to do when boredom kicks in. Should be good for me because I need to stay busy all the time.

Keep up the good work. I love reading your posts.

Dancin'

Andrew

Hi Andrew,

Thanks for checking in with me.  I am enjoying my new "role" and really hope I make Denim proud.  Congratulations on 13 weeks because that is amazing!  You are doing this and I am so proud of you.  In my early days of my quit the thing that made me pull through was I didn't want to disappoint my quit buddies on here.  It really made the difference.  

So just to share a little with you, my quit date in my head was March 19th which is my daughter's birthday.  I started out using Chantix and I think it was around March 3rd I started (I don't remember) but set 3/19 for my date.  So then I woke up at 5am on March 9th and had a cig and thought...why not just start TODAY?  What the H*ll am I waiting for?  so 5:30am on March 9, 2018 was my official quit date/time.  So here on the forum I am...and then I meet Denim and Colorado Mike which all quit the same day.  We nicknamed ourselve the "triplets" and if you look back on March Warriors 2018 posts, our mascots were cute little goats.  So we carried that forward really until this very day.  Denim is my "soul triplet quit sister" and we supported each other (along with others) through thick and thin.  We have a bond unlike no other and I will never forget her being there for me.  She designed my key and I've asked her to design my 5 year wings which means the world to me.  This forum is amazing in supporting those than are striving to overcome this addiction.  I know you already know that and we are all here for each other.  

Hope you had a great day and again, congratulations on your achievements so far.  You are doing amazing and I love reading your posts.

Thank you Andrew!

I need this right now. I am going through a lot of anxiety. My bipolar was acting up yesterday too. My personal life is taking a toll on me, and as a result, I still lean on the lozenges to get me through! I do hope that God will enable me to see my life through a clear lens Andrew. There is so much noise and confusion in my head. I prayed all day today because I was so anxious. It is funny... I think I told God... God, if I give up the lozenges, will you help me navigate through the maze that is in my head? The maze that has been in my head for the past three years? God bless you Andrew. I thank you kindly for your message. Thank you for extending a branch of hope!!!

I just got back from church. We have our Catholic  Church right across the street. We take the golf cart to get there. Services daily. It’s nice . 
 

I prayed for you to help you in the struggles that you are experiencing. 
 

I think I am having a minor episode. I don’t sleep much nor am I eating very well also. No problem I kind of like the energy. I consume a lot of coffee and I suck on those damn patches. Sail through the day. 
 

Hang in there kid. You are going in the right direction. Just stay focused and with the help from your spirituality you will overcome.

Dancin’

Andrew